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...there's never enough time.Wednesday, February 02, 2000
Re: eric clapton, don murdoch and how not to get caught in a mind trap
To: geekusa2@coolmail.net
Subject: Re: eric clapton, don murdoch and how not to get caught in a mind trap
Sent: Wed, 2 Feb 2000 13:28:10 -0800 (PST)
Aaron, i usually try not to reply to emails..it's just
too easy to take someones unique email that they spent
long and hard writing to you and just press the reply
key and say something like:
" oh i think so too...lol!!:)"
i hate that, but i have to 'reply', because this is
one of the best mails i've ever gotten (definitly one
of your top five) and i want to respond to every
little piece...
in response to radiohead...very insightful, very. I
wonder what else thom york thinks of while driving his
lexus to the store...?
yes, i agree...wendy scutt is the goofiest girl i have
ever met...and somewhere within that too-tall clumbsy
female with the dorky face we have both found
something we didn't even know we were looking
for...she is the best...i'm glad i met her, marques is
the man, i know so many people solely because of him,
it's unbelievable.
oh yeah...i just read the next part of the
mail...dont' thank me...thank marques.
so...yes, patience is a virtue...thank wendy for the
idea about saving the liquor
"Drinking with the girls (boys in our case) is like
fingering yourself (jerking off in our case)"
So how about we put the two lonely groups together and
we can drink and masturbate eachother til we puke...
sound good?...I thought so.
thank you immensly for the dave tape, it's stellar.
wow! good word. and if you get me oasis, i'll have
some serious shits to take out of my pants!
Yeah, well God has a plan for everyone...or maybe He
doesn't. But who are we to argue with His oppinion?
I don't know exactly where i'm headed after this
life...but i'm sure as shit that i'm gonna push my
luck as little as possible.
You are a wise man, aaron...i'll tell you. and, you
probably know more about relationships than i do.
Correction: we've been broke up for six months.
Correction: i don't necissarily want to get back
together with her. we just need to mutually
understand some things...
you see, aaron...as alike as we are, we are very
different. I can not live with walls or boundries in
my life as you can.
Boundries? you ask.? yes, boundries. between you and
sarah, between you and whoever. boundries are
something i live to break...my own and other peoples.
i can't have any kind of boundry between me and
someone i shared nearly all i had with...
or else...
or else she will haunt me forever... and every
relationship I have from now on will be overshadowed
by the question of what may have become with her.
you dont' see her the way i do aaron...and i'm just
trying to show you my world for a few seconds
i'm not doing such a good job...but i'm trying.
and you have to believe me...these questions about
noel have nothing to do with jenna in specific...
but ALL girls. in yearbook yesterday, i couldn't have
givin a fuck about noel...if I cared about her
more...i'd have the will power to avoid situations
like that.
I've never had a school year as free as this one,
aaron. I've never had so many friends. and to toss
all of that away to having a steady girlfriend doesn't
even make me feel bad....
it makes me laugh.
I don't want Noel to be my gilrfriend, not now.
I don't want Jenna to be my girlfriend...not now.
I need to have this time. I need to break these
boundries...help me help myself, aaron, anna, marques,
noel, jenna, by understanding what i say.
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