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Date: Mon, 20 Nov 2000 16:48:56 -0800
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someone hands you a bottle that says vitamin e but really it contains vitamin x, as in used to be...the plot lines have changed so many times in so many ways I'm not sure just what part of the book I am in...chapters are written just as quickly as pages are discarded...has anyone mentioned to you that this all could be a ruse? a put on of the highest order, a conspiracy so thick that the participants are not even aware of their own roles, even though they speak the lines as written, drawing on the guns to fire flowers into your open mouths...we were forced to speak in code before for lack of recognition left us at the doorstep cold and unhappy, so what makes you think now is any different...one has to only take the temperature of the body to bear witness to the fact that the heart still beats alive, and as the monster awakens so to will the old ways of destruction and epiphany cracking...welcome back say the signs but we have never left, so play victim, cry foul, blame whomever whatever anytime, you cannot stop the rock from achieving it's ultimate goal of harmony and true resolution...we are in control...seek elsewhere and you will not find...we hold the key, and it may be you that cannot find the door...but alas the door has been open, so go, dust off your vinyl and peer between cracks well worn, there is a reason that meteorites keep moving until they hit something, only to shatter into a million pieces...I celebrate the earth, in mourning, in passing, in every single breath...I so desperately want all of it to work, for everyone to get what they need, to see what they need to see...blessed are the moments of celebration, where one recognizes the paradigm that things are the way they are for some unseen reason...we are all dying all the time, and life is to short to hold on to dreams that are no longer dreaming, words that have no meaning, feelings no longer feeling...

-william patrick corgan



so here i sit, looking out the window, not at snowfall, but rain. relentless non-stop rain.
i am half a world away from the ones i love, wishing i could be home, this very second...
but i have 23 hours to go.
and if God chooses, maybe more.
the airport is closed.
all flight are canceled.
those who were flying today, are bumped to wednesday...
but what about those who are flying tomorrow?
no one knows.
home.
such a simple idea, but so impossible to obtain.
where did i go wrong?
did i?
some of us haven't been home since we where in high school... some of us, never had a home. No home? a thought that i can not even concive, has been a way of life for so many.



"We believe in God as a kind of universal consciousness.... God is love - God is you - God is me - God is everything right here in this room. It's a spiritual concept which inspires a great deal of our music." ~Carl Wilson(LLVS pg.26.)

"Zen brought God in Heaven down onto the earth...God ceased to be something outside us and consequently his kingdom was to be conceived as our own and its inhabitants were no less than ourselves, including all that makes up this universe."~D.T.Suzuki, Zen And Japanese Buddhism(pg.34)

"I'm writing a teen-age symphony to God." ~Brian Wilson



MANY OF YOU MAY HAVE HEARD ABOUT AN ALBUM THAT HAS BEEN SLAVED OVER FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW... THE ALBUM COVER, ART WORK, AND EVEN THE TITLE HAS BEEN KEPT IN SECERET SINCE THE BEGINNING. NO ONE EVEN KNOWS THE REAL SET-LIST, THE ORDER OF THE SONGS, OR EVEN WHAT SONGS ARE ON THE ALBUM. SOME HAVE BEEN LEAKED OUT, IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER... BUT NOTHING SUBSTANTIAL OR RECGONIZABLE...

BUT THIS EMAIL IS NOT ABOUT TO FILL YOU IN ON ANY OF THAT. INFACT, THIS EMAIL IS ABOUT TO TAKE WHAT YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW ABOUT WHAT WAS COMING, AND COMPLETELY FUCK IT ALL UP...

THE GENIUS BEHIND THIS NAMELESS ALBUM (SOME HAVE CALLED IT WITCHES AND DEVILS, OTHER CLAIM IT TO BE CALLED SIMPLEY, THE OX... THERE WERE EVEN RUMORS THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE CALLED "WGUMCD" THE MEANING OF THAT IS TOTALY UNKNOWN) HAS RECENTLY ACCUIRED AN ADDITIONAL TWO TAPES THAT SERVE AS BOOKENDS TO HIS ORIGINAL ALBUM. THE BOOKENDS ARE UNCOMPAIRABLE TO ANYTHING THAT HAS EVER BEEN DONE BEFORE, NOR COMPAIRALBE TO ANYTHING THAT WILL EVER BE DONE... IF YOU HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING THIS ON GOING STORY, THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE SOME SORT OF A CLUE AS TO WHAT IS COMING YOUR WAY... IF NOT, THEN I SUGGEST YOU GET SOME SLEEP... REST UP, TAKE YOUR VITAMINS, AND SAY YOUR PRAYERS, BECAUSE ONCE YOU BEGIN TO SMiLE, YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO STOP.